my dream journal is repetitive, but heavy at the moment.
constantly having a mixture and rotation of the same scenarios.
trying to be two very far away places at once, with impossible deadlines.
everyone i truly care for suddenly hating me without little explanation.
my high school forcing me to return to a fluorescent hell.
in between, are essentially the same sex dreams, which isn't new.
but it's literally the same four sequences, deviating slightly each time they replay in my head.
same faces, same conflicts.
i understand them and agree they reflect my waking life.
but they're stuck and nothing else is really flowing in.
is there a way to set them free?
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